today I lost my cat. he was hit by vehicle (could be motorcycle/car) in front of my house. I found him lie on the street, bleeding, and I couldn't cry... half of my self was denying the fact. but after gave him a proper burial, I realized that we wont rejoin again.. so I cried.. even now.
death.. is always be a hard thing for me.. I always want to believe that somehow.. there's a place for us to meet the one we love in the after life.. but what if there's no such place? what if life is just simply short and sole? so we have to cherish every second we have..
at 2008 someone poisoned my cat.. I cried hard when he was dying in front of my eyes, I was so helpless.. and the tragedy repeat itself.. today. one thing that those people didn't understand, they didn't understand how much a person could love his/her pet.
so long my lovely ones.. you were here for a moment, and then you were gone..
*ps: I cant do anything.. all I want is sleep and hope that this was just a dream. but sadly, dreams and reality are too easily distinguishable.
omg, i'm so sorry for you, dear!!! ;( it's so sad, ppl are so cruel, for real... i hope you'll feel better soon...somehow. plz take care of yourself and get better!
i'm here, because i came back home for 2 or 3 days...i'm so tired of working, i just wanted some free time...i missed you!!!!!!!!!
gguhh.. It's been over a week after his death but I still can feel his spirit around me *3* I miss him thank u dear.. but got so much better now. only I lost my drawing mood *3* losing a bit of a fandom too but I forced my self to draw something today XD
so how's the work? actually I forgot to ask what kind of job you're having.. haha XD
*hugs* buuu you lost your drawing mood? ;( that's a really really bad news!!!! i hope you'll feel like drawing again soon!!! i wanted to come back home and see your new works so badly! for realz! don't force yourself to draw, just wait when the mood for drawing come back...
omg, better not to ask XD i'm working at shop in a summer resort...i hate this job!
i hope you'll feel better soon...somehow.
plz take care of yourself and get better!
i'm here, because i came back home for 2 or 3 days...i'm so tired of working, i just wanted some free time...i missed you!!!!!!!!!
thank u dear.. but got so much better now. only I lost my drawing mood *3* losing a bit of a fandom too
so how's the work? actually I forgot to ask what kind of job you're having.. haha XD
buuu you lost your drawing mood? ;( that's a really really bad news!!!! i hope you'll feel like drawing again soon!!! i wanted to come back home and see your new works so badly!
don't force yourself to draw, just wait when the mood for drawing come back...
omg, better not to ask XD i'm working at shop in a summer resort...i hate this job!
I don't want to think about how I would feel if my Cat would die...
to me.. it felt like losing an arm *3*